I want to write about something.. but what?? Many things are happening.. I am busy ALL THE TIME... mainly with studying. I have so many cool subjects - about organisations and leadership, eu law and the changes in the new constitution, about international careers, or human rights in Europe and about asylum and migration in Germany. I also started studying some Spanish - in case I will meet Iván's parents one day :) I really hope that our relationship will last long (VERY LONG)... lately I was thinking that we might go to Colombia to live there after he is finished with his studies in Dortmund... maybe its love that makes me blind and come up with these crazy ideas! But also it is because I am still not sure what I want to do with my life... I was searching for a master program... so many things... but I just can't decide!! nothing makes my heart beat fast :(
And now I start being sad sometimes about leaving Pilsen - or actually more about not being in touch here in Chemnitz with so many people. At the beginning I enjoyed being on my own sooooooo much!!! No commitments!!! Just me and nothing else!! But now - after more than one month it gets quite boring... the rabbit and the pig are entertaining - but we still have some language difficulties (the rabbit never says a word and the pig squeaks only because she wants food - ok.. at least I understand her in this sense :) Maybe communication with humans would be more usefull and satisfying.
Soon I will meet one of my really old friends from school again - it will be really nice!!! Especially because we will go to the U2 concert in Gelsenkirchen together!! I have been to a U2 concert once - in Ireland - I doubt that Gelsenkirchen can be better than the one in Ireland... but if it's only half as good it will be worth the money and the travelling!! I remember that concert in Ireland so well!! It was three weeks after arriving in the family where I was Au-pair for one year. I didn't want to go to that concert because I didn't like (or better: know) U2... but they gave me the ticket - saying that this is the event of the century for Irish people and that I couldn't miss it!! They payed such a fortune for the ticket!! And then I was there - crying!! It was the moment when I realized that life had started - I was not a child anymore!! I was away from home!! In the best country on the planet!! Once at NaLDS we were talking about the moment that we remember as the best of our lives - I was saying that this was it!! I am not sure if it is still THE best one - but for sure it is one of the best ones!!
oh.. on the radio is a really nice song just now... it's in German! I am really surprised how many bands we have. It's a new trend to sing in German. I like it really a lot!! Some discussions were going on saying that singing songs in German is something Germans shouldn't do because it means to be too much of a nationalist... such a nonsense!! Sometimes I think that our history will never allow us to live a normal life and to treat our nation in a decent way... is singing in your native language not the same as speaking in it - should that be changed as well then?? maybe we could start speaking in Czech then (or singing :) - it would give me the chance to practice a little more :)
