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The last couple of weeks were quite interesting! I found out many things about myself - especially about the terrible sides of my character!! Completely stressed I started my first days in Dortmund! I dont know exactly why but I was really, really scared!! And crying all the time (or half of the time - the other half I used for complaining)!! It might have been the fact that moving gets more and more difficult by the time... leaving people behind - putting again all efforts into making new friends (oh, I hate stupid small talk conversations!!!!) and telling myself to feel at home at places that I have never been to before... or just that I had to share a 10 sqm room and a 90 cm bed with Ivan for 2 weeks (that felt like being in prison!!).. or maybe just that I was really home-sick, missing my good old friends, my family and beautiful Konstanz!!! But anyway, now its okay! I started to see things in a much brighter light!! Also I was back in Chemnitz at my dentist's and FINALLY got a really nice new tooth!! I can smile again :) It feels perfect :) .. maybe this was the reason of not being so cheerful.. with a black tooth right in the front you can do nothing but cry!! But now it will be all fine!! Great!!