in Chemnitz

So what now???... Yesterday at 12:06 it finally happened... leaving Pilsen... leaving my friends, my life, my LCP term.. everything behind... that pain in my heart was really strong!! there just for a moment - but I felt it!! Just I couldnt stop the train! so bit by bit I was moving towards my new future... or my old life. and now that I am here it is as if Czech Republic never existed!! like in a dream! Or is Chemnitz the dream and Pilsen not??

But still I dont know what to think about all the things that I experienced during the last 13 months!! I love reflecting!! Really!! A lot!! The thing I appreciate the most about my time in AIESEC!! But in this case it makes me scared!! Of the uncertain and of finding out how many things have changed inside of me!! I lost my enthusiasm, even my vision!! The experience as a whole was maybe too strong for me! or maybe it was exactly what I was supposed to go through... I dont know now...

On Monday I will be a 'normal' student again!! Actually I am looking forward to that!! Even to the exams!! ... strange... but it feels great!!