happy and smiling and crying

Oh, I am sooooooooo happy!!!! I mean, awards mean really nothing to me... just this one does!! Because this one is some kind of official thank you from many people... saying that I gave them something and that they appreciate the time I spent in Czech Republic working with them. Many other people would have deserved such an award and just to choose one single name would have been impossible for me!! I am so grateful!! The last year was a really tough one for me... just now in this moment I feel that I made the right choice to stay and to face the worst weeks in my life!! It is just such a shame that I was not at the conference!! I would have loved to show everybody how happy they made me!! I miss them so much now!! It’s terrible!! Guys, when can we meet again?!? Let’s turn back the time for some weeks!! I would focus on all the nice things this time!!